Trap

S talked me out of my long-time self-trap. She was right. I have to escape from the very moment that has trapped my soul in the earthquake that night.

I seemed to see myself who keep sitting alone helplessly in the dark.

From this day on, I swear to myself I have to escape from that I at that moment, nay, not only so, but also to transform and transcend the former self to become tougher and stronger in soul and body.

Learn to be a man and a father. Only thus can I fight against the destiny to protect and support those whom I love most.

May I be given and granted the strength needed, to love S for the rest of my life because she’s always by my side whenever I need her.