Again, a long interval of interregnum. Can’t believe what I’ve been doing for the past few weeks. June is usually the month when everything in school is approaching its end and, therefore, should have been the time that could afford the luxury of writing journals. Yet I just couldn’t feel any urge strong enough to log myself in to write.
Having felt pretty empty inside during this period. Likely already losing some center of balance that can have myself focused. A lot of school works lying ahead which press on me almost to the limit. I want to write and do something more intimate to that which is inside yet remains unknown even to myself.
How to regain that center of balance will be a pressing problem for me to think of in the days to come. Wish the summer break can stretch itself longer, despite its somehow dire prospect where only exhaustion may prevail. For in that way I might earn myself a bit more time to start from somewhere.
To jump start my own being. Or nothingness.
Monday, June 21, 2004
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