A few hours later, a sojourn will commence by me and NFS.
To them it would be a trip being expected for long. To me, it strikes a new start in my life, at least, of the past year or two.
A start that will force me to look back, hard and seriously, at my doings in both familial and career life till now.
The road, as I am clear, will be long and arduous. Yet it is a road I have to tread as long as that day of no return has not yet occupied all my circumspection. Though the road to be trod will be done by myself alone, I know I'm not so alone as to have my NFS always at my back.
A new start means nothing clear to me at this moment can be looked upon or ahead of. Back to the ground zero. Going back, or being thrown back, to that ground, however, will be in hope of help me zero in on the meaning and doing of my living. Yes, despite my secret long belief in the meaninglessness of being human.
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