Tiger's Ill

Tigher’s ill again. Only a few days from his recovery from last flu attack. Now he’s been diagnosed to have some heart defects. Though they are minor ones, we’re still quite worried about his health. In addition to his sometimes weak heart to provide enough oxygen, thus causing him breathing difficulties, he also suffers from allergy, though further examinations are in need to find the operant causing his allergy.

I have suffered from the same a few years back. Somehow my acquired allergy becomes an inborn one in him. For that, I start hating myself.

Watching him breath so hard only to get enough oxygen, which is so easy, trivial, and even unnoticeable an act for others, I feel my heart aching with enormous pain.

May God, if there’s really one above, bless him to be free from such unfair hardships imposed on him by my broken genes. I am willing to exchange a few years of my own life for his health and happiness, for his free breathing, and for his stronger heart.

I’ll protect Tiger even at the cost of my own life. God, please hear my crying and respond. Please.